I hate you.

I hate every little thing about you.
I hate how you chose her over me
I hate how you lied to me
I hate how you broke my heart
I hate your stupid smile
I hate how you make me make the decisions
I hate how you never take me seriously
but you know what i hate the most?
that I really don't hate you. not even a little
I still love you.
I love every little thing about you.
even thought I don't want to.