She's all alone.
No one is there to hear her screams
as she lay curled on the floor.
They don't care, that they've killed all her dreams
ugly, fat, stupid, fake, dumb.
people tell her she's all those things
those words, have cut into her. they've made her numb
Nobody cares. she doesn't matter
they say they care.
but when she calls out, nobody is there.
Finally, it's been too much
she took the gun from her father's bedside
she lifted it to her head. "goodbye sad world" she sighed.
bang.
remember those night she had layed broken on the floor?
those nights are done. because now she is no more.
I hate every little thing about you.
I hate how you chose her over me
I hate how you lied to me
I hate how you broke my heart
I hate your stupid smile
I hate how you make me make the decisions
I hate how you never take me seriously
but you know what i hate the most?
that I really don't hate you. not even a little
I still love you.
I love every little thing about you.
even thought I don't want to.
Would you even care if I died today?
if I took my life and gave it away?
if I started to cry would you wipe my tears away?
if i tried to run would you hold me and never let go?
if I cut my wrists would you even know?
if I asked to meet with you, would you ask where?
I look into the sky
as I sit here.
as I cry
remember that day you said goodbye?
remember that day you gave up on me?
remember when you said there would never be a 'we'?
I died that day
am I ever in your thoughts?
did I ever mean anything to you?
do you ever think of me too?
I''ll never know. now that you're
gone.
The sound of sparrows chirping as they fly through the periwinkle sky
the gentle autumn breeze blows and rustles the leaves.
The sun glints against the cerulean lake.
the golden sun illuminates his gorgeous face.
I'm walking with my love, Brett.
we talk and contemplate the crazy year we've been through.
All in a instant the clear sky was encompassed in gray storm clouds.
The peace and tranquility had been disturbed
the birds flew out of trees in a rush to escape
the deafening silence in the air took my breathe away..
Brett and I turn to face eachother.
He quicky grasps my hand and pulls me into a bear hug
as we embrace I feel warm. like nothing can harm us.
Invincible.
But the tranquility didnt last.
for all of a sudden a man grabbed my arms. tearing me from Brett.
He was dressed in all black and had intense brown eyes
He threw my frail body against a tree.
and tied my arms around the course tree trung with ropes.
The man traps me a maniacal stare
he whirelled to brett. tieing his feet together with rope.
the tears burn against my face as the anger and hopelessness wells up inside me.
The rope sends a fiery burning up my arm as I struggle to get free.
the assaulter grabbed Brett's arms and tied them up also.
throwing Brett against the ground; our assaulter walked up to me.
Taunting me in his gruff voice he starts to laugh like a lunatic
"You'll never see your love again. and you're gonna sit there crying like a pathetic puppy. you cant help him. you cant save him. Deal. With. It."
he continues laughing. Using all my might I struggle against my ropes.
The man turns and walks over to Brett.
he grabs Brett's arms and drags him over to the lake.
the deep cobalt water maliciously glints and dances as the light twinkles on the surface.
The man grabs Brett and casts him into the lake.
I scream in agony as I see my love.
helplessly I watch as his head is immersed in the water.
I continue to cry and yell out in pain while the man laughs maniaclly and runs off into the velvety night.
the torrent of emotions build up. more tears sting my face as the run down. My love is dead. or dying. and I cant help.
as I cry and scream in anguish and torment. everything I had is gone.
Finally I shudder and darkness envelopes me.
My Screams are silenced.
My Tears stop falling.
as I eclipse into the dark.
once my eyes flutter open I'm safe in my bedroom.
my curtains billowing in the spring wind.
it was all just a bad dream.
a crazy nightmare.
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Hope you guys enjoyed my crazy poem. Please leave comments on how good/bad/or boring you thought it was(:
Love Amanda
Ehhh I tried? Thought it came out pretty nifty. Sat in the rain for 2 hours. finally got my lightning shot. (:
She Ran. As fast as she could
She tore through the wood.
She turned to look behind her and
the earth crumbled beneath her gray converse.
********
She looked down in time to see she was falling through
a rabbit hole.
She landed with a thud, Surrounded by giant playing cards
Pushing her into the bloodthirsty hands of the red queen.
A jabberwocky stopped her in her tracks.
As he took a deep breath, ready to blow his fire.
She closed her eyes.
*******
When the girl opened her eyes, she was in a dark forest
Enshrouded in mystery and overgrown vines
When she peered around the bunch of trees
she saw 7 little men walking to a little cottage.
As she got up to walk towards them. she felt a cold hand grab her ankle
she whirled her head around to see an evil queen , dressed in midnight black, blood dripping down her porcelain arm
She shook her grip loose and ran. she turned around to see if the witch was
after her.
****
When she looked ahead of her. The forest was no more. when she looked down she saw that she was standing on a thin piece of ice.
A tall blonde women, dressed in all white, with a little dwarf in a sleigh
rode towards me. I watched her in fascination, she took me into a trance
when I snapped back to reality. I was in her sleigh, riding towards her dark
castle. All around there were statues of people in random positions.
I snap to the fact, she turned these poor people into stone.
****
I’m exhausted, tired of running away. The witch lifts her wand, ready to turn
me into stone, I close my eyes and…
****
when I open them I”m safe in my bedroom.
it was all just a bad dream. A night mare.
First post. pretty epic stuff, eh? haha well I'm glad to have you. This is my life in poetic form. welcome to it!(:
